9/13/09

:D

i'm kind of nervous to tell you tonight. but i think it's necessary at this point. we kind of talked about it last night, but i don't know.

nervous.

9/9/09

ahah.

no one ever fucking listens to me.

9/7/09

i hate you.

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.

please do me a favour and remove yourself from my life.

lol, best friend.

best friend my ass. i know you're going turn it around to make yourself not look like the bad guy, but sorry toots, you are. all i wanted you to do was come over and hang out with me at my house. that's it. i was just so lonely, so tired of crying over nothing, that i needed someone else here with me. but you weren't feeling well, and i totally respected that. but, woah, how crazy is this? whenever people want to go out, you feel better? man, that's so fucking weird! i'm glad that you can get over feeling bad so quickly! i wish i had that talent.

fuck you, i already know how you're going to react. but i don't want to talk to you. i'd rather stay home alone every weekend than go out there anymore.

9/6/09

stop.

i just want you guys to stay broken up. does that make me a bad person? probably, but i just can't deal with the constant back and forth and i know that neither of you two can either. i just hate seeing both of you so upset all the time, even when you're not.

whatever, though. no one listens to me.

9/1/09

cwutimeen?

i love you.

i'm so dumb, really. i just want you to tell me what you really think about me, but i'm nervous to do it too. ergh. i hate everything. i just want to sleep.